today i was so dead. like i din feel like talking, and cihui was wondering what happened. even mr hoe wondered what hpned to me. hy said my sms was like, EMO. Cihui said i was like a zombieeeeeeeeeee.
BUT, when i saw you laughing and playing in the canteen i was like, WHY am I so upset here, wondering what have you been doing and why you din talk to me etc, when you're playing there! SO, i decided to be less unhappy!
When i saw you walking down the stairs, at another one of my most unglam moments (waking up from bio lecture) i just walked away. Like, never feel anything leh. K lah, a bit the.. dots.
today decorated the jap club board, then was quite tired after pinning up stuff. Suddenly dreaming, thinking about someone, then i pricked myself, fugging pain. AND seconds ago I was like, I better not prick myself. ZZZ. Then I was quite obsessed with looking at the blood oozing out.
after that on the way out for lunch with shihang I saw her. Also, no feeling lor. Like, i thought of you (again, boy this is getting really really disturbing) but i just, oh so that's how she looks like. END.
keke. So shihang and i went around bugis looking for food before deciding to eat at swensons! On the bus ride I think i was quite fiery and i think i woke shihang's friend up. I think he thinks i'm very noisy lah): SIGH. I'm sorry shihang's friend):
So anyway we ate at swensons and i ordered a sirloin steak cos I was very angry with cows. LIKE, I stabbed the steak and the knife just went through the steak/cow and hit the plate. going KIANG! really really loudly! Like, omg, the restaurant was really quiet so it was rather audible. Then shihang and I were talking about cows, a cow in particular, and I was telling him what happened blahblah. SO he was like, saying guys are different from girls.
shihang: you know, guys are different from girls. They si yao mian zi. You know what it means?
me: ya.
sh: so, although outside they may be very happy and normal, inside they are going crazy one.
me: whatever.
sh: you miss him a lot and you know it lor.
me: deleted his no le. 2nd time le.
sh: huh!?
me: first time just dno lah, just try to frgt everything. now 2nd time and it's permanent.
sh: but you still can rmb.
me: cannot.
sh: don't bluff hahah oh ya last time ask you for your no then you gave me
*says together*
9...
9...
9!!!
HAHAHAH.
sh: yala what the hell
me: hahah
blah
blah
blah we talk somemore then dno what hpned then he said he wanted to tell someone dno what
me: k lor tell him lor rattles his ph no.
sh: SEE! you know his no! you can even memorise lah!
me: my house last time got 11 nos. Of course i can rmb nos more easily lah.
sh begins this whoole long sermon and i just held my stand, but i listened. Shihang thanks so much for being there for me, to listen to me whine and complain and swear at you for lame stuff, being the nice friend you are and all.:D:D
then, menglu sms him say she cant come cos she's sick, then i was smsing her to get well soon and all, recently she keeps falling sick, I hope she really 110% gets well soon.):
mm, called hongyee on the way home, wore ankle weights on my right leg and my left ankle hurt rly badly. It's like today's assembly was like 20 minutes and 15 minutes sitting cross legged on the floor only and my ankle hurt like shit. Really hard to sit properly. Sucks.
jon ask me if i free before tuition tmr, dno for wat, havent check my ph. Don't feel like touching my ph. sian.
maybe tmr i ask nikky go arcade with me. I need the noise and adrenaline. before i really become zombie.
*moaaaaan, roooooooaaaar booooooom*
oh yeah, tmr is hengheng's start of the road trip. Hope he enjoys himself. ytd night never talk much to him so dun rly know what's going on le.
i'm not going to care le. tmr is arcade day, even if it means alone.
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don't get gastric. get sick overseas really sucks.
